This is it. I'm taking the plunge. And when I say plunge, I truly mean it. You're talking to a senior here. Theoretically, I should be graduating at the end of April. However, due to my late start on my current major, and then my discomfort with where I was, I have fallen rather short of that 4 year stretch. I've found myself asking, "Why am I doing this? Why am I here? What's the purpose of this?" After months of this, I knew that it was time to step back and take a look at what my life has become.
I was on the phone with my good friend talking about the things that change our life paths. As she was reassuring me that things would all work out as long as I'm doing what I should be and putting my trust in the Lord. And then it sort of hit me.
I don't want to do Athletic Training. I don't want to major in Dance. And so I made a decision. A decision that scares me. I'm making a 180. I'm closing my eyes and diving into the abyss. I met with an academic counselor and I'm changing my major. What to? As of yet, I have no idea. I have no direction. But I know that it's right and I'm putting all my faith in God.
